DAMN YOU HANDS!

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For the not-so-first-time, I am cursing my obscenely large hands. They're so infuriating!

Let me explain. With more than just random statements.

Dad came home today bearing gifts: readymade henna tubes (5) and several colorful henna stickerlike...stickers.

Dad's friend having *just* arrived from one of his many worldwide trips, brought back some things he thought we (meaning my dad and his family) would appreciate. And he was right. We (meaning I) *do* appreciate them.
 
But that's the problem.

Oh, I have no qualms regarding as to how to use those readymade henna tubes, but those stickers...they belong to a whole other story.

Given the fact that I have been cursed with my obscenely large hands and that these stickers are, quite obviously, made for people with reasonably sized hands...

I am left with not many options.

1. I could throw them away. Something that is unthinkable, given how much trouble Dad's friend must have gone through to get them.
2. I could try to use them. A task doomed to fail because the designs would end up all cramped and very un-pretty.
3. They could be given to some of the younger members of my family. Although, they wouldn't be able to fully appreciate them and would probably end up using them willy-nilly. Even though these stickers were made for children like them
4. I could also give them to almost any one of my friends considering they all have normal sized hands. Though, I have a hard time picturing someone like Fish wearing swirly, pink, sparkly, and girly ....things. xD
5. Another thing I could do: just give them out to a random person I see in the street because that isn't creepy AT ALL
6. As one of my last resorts, I could simply keep them in storage and do my best to forget about how much they are going to waste (which is probably what will end up happening anyway)

 

 

*sigh*

I am dreading this upcoming Thursday. I can't seem to get a hold of anyone, and therefore, and most likely going to spend the entire day shopping with Dad and my beloved oni-san. Urgh. Just shopping with them is uncomfortable because A) Dad only serves to (however unconciously) emphasize just how phat fat I am; and B) Ni-san seems to enjoy being a guy and rubbing it in my face that I'll probably never get a significant other of any sort. Not that I let it bother me, I even joke around with him about it. It's just that...some days, it makes me feel increasingly upset and of course Thursday will be one of those days

For a doctor-to-be, he is surprisingly insensitive at most times.

I wonder just how much our trendmill will help me lose weight. I mean, if I did end up using it for aprox. 30 min. a day, every morning, on the absolute beginner's level of course, will I lose anything? Or will I just end up with aching legs and feet and a (supposed) better stamina?

Sometimes, I hate being ignorant.

It's official. I have no life.






Yesterday night, the only thing I could think about was the worst part of school.

I thought about...P.E: the bane of my existance though I have no right to complain given how much I need to excersise  What with all those sweaty and stupid guys running around trying to impress each other and fluffy girls who are afraid to do anything because it might ruin their hair, P.E. has become a place I feel the need to...melt into... I need to become a wallflower in that class. Makes me feel unnoticed, which is a good thing. For me.

Anyway, to get to the crux of the matter, I thought about how crappy the music is. And then I started to think of songs I could mix on a CD or two and how much better it would be. I mean sure the jocks and preps and the lame games (hey that rhymed!) would still be there, but at least there would be good music! [insert cheesy thumbs up here]

...because good music makes anything worthwhile.









Today, on a sudden MercutioRomeo high, I decided that I would like to make an icon or two for them. Of course, since I don't know how to make an icon, there might be a few problems. But I can (kinda) see it! I have the right picture (1:20 in http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Coj_LbMCzy4&feature=related), now all I need is some text! 'twould make me happy! : )











Today, I need to decide when I shall call up some of my buddies to see if they want to help pick out my new wardrobe. Because Mom insists. ...however, I am a little afraid. I mean, I know how enthusiastic G and M and E would be, but, that doesn't really get rid of my insecurities about my body oh here we go again... *shrug* ah well. I suppose I can deal with my insecurities later, and just focus on pleasing both my mom with "nice" clothes and my dad with "diferent" clothes. Maybe I'll even get to please myself if I get clothes in colors that I think look nice. Who knows?

Ha. My first update of the summer! But summer started a month ago.... 

Let's see what I can come up with:

phoo... I've gotton more whiney, lazy...but that one's true,  I think "interrupted" would be the correct word, this summer than I've ever gotton before: headaches, my first real experiance with *those* cramps, whiny second graders, fussy fourth graders, burns, injured knees, half of my toe nail ripped off, you get the idea? Not really fun stuff. But, it's all really unavoidable, so I've decided to try to accept it all with good grace.

Also, though old news by now (and whose fault is that?), my new glasses came in! The day after school ended! *is so psyched* They are such epic win (to me, at least). ...though it was a little difficult at first getting used to the fact that they don't fall off and that they are narrower than my last pair. If I had to paint a sketch, I might say that they are black half rimmed glasses with a narrow and rectangular lens shape.

As a result of having to put up with a miniature Engerizer Bunny for about 60 hours, I received enough moneys to buy another TI-84, thank god. Homaigod. You have no idea how stressed the lack of calculator would have made me as the new school year approached (grammer much?). Anyway, that just relieved a huge burden off my back from the pile of burdens labled "Things Anime-Fushigi Is Stressed About In Regards To Her Next Year At School".

As time passes, I find myself increasingly worried about how in the world I'm going to survive being on the Debate Team. I Epic Fail at debating! AHHH! *stress stress stress* ...Hopefully G or T haha, GT! You know, like Gifted and Talented? will be able to help me out a lot.

I'm also so happy! I'm finally catching up on Bleach! I'm in the 300s now! *does happy dance* I absolutly LOVE Pessche (that is how you spell it, right?) lol, he just makes my day~! 'Course, once I'm all got up with the manga, that means I *should* catch up with the anime but I'm too lazy I don't have enough time.

I hate myself for not having started ANY of my Summer Reading assingments. Makes me feel like crap. But I will start it. Before school starts this time. And I will turn them in this time, too. That explains why I got those Ds in first quarter last year.

That one project Dei did at the end of the year for Creative Writing seems really intimidating right now. You know, that one where you wrote a song in the style of MCR? I'm seriously doubting my abilities to do anything even remotely similar. But, I suppose we'll see where my self-confidence is by the end of the year!

I'm going on a cruise. I don't know when, but we're going on a 10 day + 10 night cruise 'round Alaska! So Epic! 've never been on a cruise before, so I'm really excited about seeing all that ocean and basking in the crispness of that cold air. What utter luck! 'though, to be honest, I think I might be more excited than normal because I really didn't want to go to India again this year, even if it does encourage me to lose weight I mean, COME ON! Can you NOT feel all that heat helping you sweat off those pounds?!!!?

...I wonder what to get </b></a>nendo_chan for her birthday... I hope Dad-io will take me to the mall... Though I'm sure Dei will be perfectly content with my "card" . I would still like to get her something that she will *use*..... Ah well... I should also probably write something for her. After all, she did the same for me. I should also double check as to whether or not she still likes loves Tesla, and supports UlquiHime and GrimIchi and RenIshi...

Wow. This was a long journal! But, then again, I have been rambling, so I suppose it makes sense.

Well, as the Japanese say, Ja ne!

So liek, two days ago, I got my hair cut.

It feels strange. However, it also feels soft, so I guess that's a good thing. (The lady at the hair cuttery said my hair was really course, and she put some stuff in it that made it feel all silky and soft.)

I also got my eyebrows threaded. Despite what everyone else says about it, it is painful. Especially since this was my first time.

My face looks weird with my hair around fish's length/style and two eyebrows.

Who knew?

ttfn!


(I never thought I'd actually use that phrase in my life. Ever.)

I am a horrid, horrid person. I actually went, searched, and found "Romeo & Juliet" (slash) fanfiction.


...Let the throwing of the tomatoes begin.






I honest to goodness didn't mean to! I was just wandering fanfiction.net, when I realized that there was an area for Shakespeare fanfiction, and my mind, being the horrid thing that it is, wondered just how much fanfiction there could be about such a fellow. There was quite a bit. 50 pages, to be precise. Then my brain decided to be even more ghastly, and made me wonder if there would be any "Romeo & Juliet" fanfiction. There was. 11 pages. One more step further, and I find myself at the community dedicated to Romeo & Juliet  er, Shakespeare slash. And it is from there that I post this, a link to a decidedly well written fic (if such a thing can be said)... 

 www.fanfiction.net/s/760213/1/A_plague_on_both_your_houses

Enjoy.

Yes! I (finally) make my big enterence to Livejournal with a (rather lame in my opinion) re-write of Hansel and Gretel ft. Matt, Mello, Watari, BB, and two nameless OCs. Aren't you proud?

( Matt and Mello, A Play off the Old Fairytale, Hansel and Gretal )